isn't this girl just gorgeous?! (NANA, this is Katharine McPhee)
anyway at this point, this song really expresses how i feel about a few relationships that i have... i'm just over it. over it. over it. each sentence from the song makes me think of different people...i guess if you know me well you can easily connect the dots....
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be.
i've straightened out my thoughts and i'm just relieved and glad that the war between my brain and heart is over... i'm back to appreciating my singledom and honestly, i've learnt a lesson from it... =) being handsome, tall and very friendly does screw with my mind a bit...
totally out of topic but i frankly don't understand people who are desperate for a relationship.. i mean sure i nag and nag about how it would be nice to have a bf to whine to once in awhile... but i won't settle for any tom, dick or harry. i'll just continue whining to Nana... WAHAHAHAHAHAA! ( Nana i can totally see you cringing at this point... )
Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. so over it. i washing my hands clean of the situation, i'm just not going to listen anymore...
I'M OVER IT. i know i was super pissed ytd but now that i've had some time to sleep on it i feel so much better... like suddenly all the confusing mess in my brain just straightened itself out...
BTW. now i really come to know the importance of that list of 13 things that i want in a boyfriend... after seeing how love can really distort a person's perception I NEED TO FORMALLY REMIND MY DEAR FRIENDS TO TAKE NOTE OF THE LIST AND MAKE SURE THAT I WON'T SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN PERFECT! THANK YOU.
btw, my sister has an online clothing shop so if you are looking for CNY clothes you might wanna check it out... http://heydaintydiva.livejournal.com
12:09 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
14) MUST BE ABLE TO DO MY HOMEWORK. hahahhaaaha.. ok la...kidding. sort of....
8:13 PM
It's not so easy loving me It gets so complicated All the things you gotta be Everything's changing But you're the truth I'm amazed by all your patience Everything I put you through
And when I'm about to fall Somehow you're always waiting Your open arms to catch me You're gonna save me from myself From myself, yes You're gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch Well some guys have shown me aces But you've got that royal flush I know it's crazy everyday Well tomorrow maybe shaky But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm crying 'Cause when I start to crumble You know how to keep me smiling You always save me from myself From myself, myself You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard But you've broken all my walls You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love youIt's obvious your tenderness Is what I need to make me A better woman to myselfT o myself, myself You're gonna save me from myself
ps. this is probably going to be on the list of song for my wedding.. hahahha.. speaking of which i should probably start a list on songs i want at my wedding.. if i ever get married...
obviously first i'm going to have to find a guy who fits the list and is worthy of this song... =)
11:04 AM
Monday, January 21, 2008
an addition to my list....
13) MUST HAVE A CAR. seriously, midnight surcharge is insane!!!!!!!!!
10:02 PM
ME
LiLian
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LOVES
the rain
chocolates
sleeping
playground swings
ABG
my lovelies