Saturday, August 26, 2006
aparently.....Zoe Tay's secret to beautiful skin is to swallow... swallow what??!?!?!?
what is the ad insinuating?!?!?
swallowing........... spit or swallow? hmm.. do we really need to know what Zoe Tay does in bed with her husband???? is she encouraging others to swallow as well?????? hmmmmm..
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. swallow skin care pills arh???? OOOOOOORHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. imedeen huh??? CHEY.
but what's kinda weird after you've been studying days and days of marketing is that.. this Singapore based brand that not too many people know about ( cuz i surely haven't heard of it before.. it thought it was an insurance agency.. hahahah ) decides to have this type of advertisement.. what kinda company image are they trying to have?? it surely doesn't suggest anything decent........ hmm.. ah wells...
speaking of studying....... i realised studying kinda causes you to experiece narcotisizing dysfunction... text book = media... text book = alot of information.... too much information that it lulls you to passiveness(sleep)...haha.. and then you think that you are involved but you are only well informed.. you THINK you are studying when actually you are just falling asleep slowly occasionally remembering a word or two that you've read...
so much for studying.
12:19 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
haha.. Perlin's meme.. haha... must be so long nvr come read already.. thats why now then tag.. hahaa...lol.. anyhow... here you go!
1. you eat alot of chilli at fast food outlets.... and oh.. hahaha.. pattern a bit like an ah ma..hahaha..
2. don't wear slippers and fbt to sch for one week......
3. er.. green? that was the colour of u'r bag.. hahaha!
4. fun and very random and a good partner to talk cock with..
5. the first day of sec one.. there were two super talkative keh pohs.. haha.. gracia and perlin.. hahaha! both were asking so many questions... quite funny.. i kept thinking that gracia was a different person every time i saw her cuz her hair was always in different hairstyles..
6. er... hehe... urm..... dono leh..... can't think of one..
7. how many time exactly have you rebonded ur hair???
there you go! touched anot?????? hahaa..
i better go study.. good luck for exams babe!
5:09 PM
have been watching cartoons for the past few days.. extreme stress makes me go kinda crazy...
cartoons make me feel emotional... it reminds me of the days where there wasn't much to worry about other than will mom be mad about me leaving my clothes on the floor... watching cartoons brings me back to the time where every morning i'd wake up early to watch cartoons at my grandma's house.. the familiar sent of grandma's laundry was really comforting.. and then my grandma would bring me a cup of hot milo or buy breakfast back for me from the coffeeshop near her house... those were the days where i had not a care in the world.. i'd just eat up everything and not worry that i'd grow enourmously fat... where i didn't have to worry about how much precious time i was wasting watching tv that i could use to study.. and my boyfriend who was in a bad mood yesterday wouldn't bring my spirits down...
those were the days.......
now when everything is spinning around uncontrollably and frustration builds up and then brings you down....... occasionally a good cry and then a nap would do some good.... just like when we were young.
2:07 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
well. a couple of birthdays today.. firstly.. Happy Birthday Crystal!! from S'pore all the way to Toronto.. haha... i may be a bit early! haha
and the other is Rick.. my ex. hm.. i know i should be nice and wish him happy birthday since he did wish me happy birthday......... but i know he's still not over what happened between us. so i probably shouldn't wish him huh? wait he get the wrong idea...... but happy birthday if you are reading this... and i'm sorry i really don't want to lead you on or give you false hope.... so...... ya.. hope you had a good birthday!
and!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! poor Joakim!!! he's still stuck in the Singapore Idol competition... its not his fault he is voted in every week. and i think its really cruel to keep critisizing him cuz ITS NOT HIS FAULT he's still in the competition!! poor guy... altho his singing really isn't on par with his fellow contestants he's still a nice person and i really do feel so sorry for him.. poor guy keeps getting dissed by the judges....
9:13 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
so. i shall do the meme for.......... *drum roll* CHARMAINE! lucky number one.. and i think the one and only... hahahahahaa...
alright.
1. u'r so talented la... no one else i know dances ballet AND jazz AND plays the piano AND can eat as much as you... hahahaa...
2. i'll challenge you to................................ i dono.. seems like nothing is too extreme for you........ er....... OH.i know.. wear granny undies under a mini skirt! =) hehe
3. RED. confirm.. confident. sexy. not afraid to show it.
4. i like that you are generous...and you don't get pissed easily... and so friendly/charismatic.... ( oh. say one only huh? whoops)
5. hahaha! you were the girl sitting infront of me in the TCC.. and whenever anyone mentioned any sch you'd be like "oh do you know XXX from u'r sch toooo?? " so many friends arh!
6. animal? er. i dono leh.. something small but can eat alot........ err...... ermmmmmmmmmm... i dono leh......
7. dono leh. i think we've asked all questions imaginable already........................................... ok la.. how many times do you go to the toilet in one day? wwwwwwwwwwwahahaha!
love loves! xxxOxoxOOXOXOXOXOXxoxoxoxXOo
ps.. see! so good.. tag my blog and i dedicate one whole entry for you! hhhhhhhhhhhahahahaa... feel special?
1:13 AM
If you tag on my board,
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.
mmmmmmmuahahhahahaaa.... =)
12:12 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
enough is enough.. no more wallowing in self-pity which won't get me an A.. gotta start hitting the books (and occasionally ripping it).........
blah.
life is funny...
9:36 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
do you feel that sometimes everything is too much for you to handle? and you feel that you've made a huge mistake in your life? all you feel like doing is just to turn back the hands of time and make that decision once again and maybe all will be right in the world once again..
[ no.. i'm not pregnant.. ]
i had a nervous breakdown.. i was having a really bad headache the whole night, i couldn't sleep and all i could feel was the extreme pressure building up in my head.. it felt as if my whole head would explode.. i swallowed and gulped down pill after pill but the pain wouldn't stop.. all this tension was just escalating to a point where i honestly felt that my skull would eventually rupture and all my brains would spill out.
so this morning i decided to go to the doctor's to get some really strong painkillers to numb my headache.. my mother decided to go to the tailors first.. so there i was waiting for her to finish her errands.. while i was standing there i felt beads of cold sweat forming on my forehead.. i felt so weak and uncomfortable, my head was pounding like a million hippos were dancing around in circles..
i had no control over my body and suddenly i just fell to the floor and started crying.. right there in public i fell on the floor and broke down.. tears just kept streaming down my face.. at that moment i just felt so sick of living.. all i wanted to do was just die there and then...
all the pent up frustration and stress of my life decided to let loose this morning... all this shit has finally surpased my threshold of perserverence.. i just can't take it any longer... one wrong decision and now i have to live through the harder and longer way to achieve my goal.. why did i choose this road?? why was i so stubborn?
if you look at me now you'd probably just think that i'm stressed out about exams.. which by the way i am cuz i didn't do well for my coursework and i really need my exams to pull me up.. but the stress and the regret goes such a long way before the exam stress... since quite some time ago i've been regreting my decision about going to a poly rather than a jc.. how stupid of me.. and when you hear the reasons why i didn't want to go to jc i think u'd laugh your head off... i didn't wanna go to a jc cuz then there'd be PE.. and i didn't exactly love PE.. also then i'd have to go to Bishan for French lessons which is quite troublesome cuz its so far away... just cuz of these two stupid reasons i decided to go to poly.. what dumb reasons..........
how i wish i could turn back the hands of time and go to a JC....
the pace is too fast..... i can't keep up........stop. let me get out and start over.
4:06 PM
