Little Miss Lazy Bum

Saturday, January 19, 2008

the circumstances are making it easier for me to forget, forget my momentary lapse of judgement...

you are right Warren, i am at the losing end of this. i realise. but that's ok, don't worry, i'm not playing with fire anymore.

my mood has been quite crappy the whole day, i spent the day in bed not doing anything just thinking and crying and thinking and crying and thinking and sleeping and thinking some more... i don't know what i'm so frustrated about. i don't understand and i can't explain my emotions try as hard as i might.

i wish i weren't so tired. i wish i still had that little bit of stamina left to continue standing on my own and not long for someone to lean on. i wish i could be more independent. i wish i could just disappear and recharge my batteries...

lost, hurt, tired and lonely.

don't worry... i'm sure this gloomy-ness is brought on my hormones or something...

You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful-that day
And love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical-these days
You analyse everyone you meet
But get no sign - loving kind
Every night you admit defeat
And cry yourself blind

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

The DJ said on the radio
Life should be stereo - each day
And the past that cast the unsuitable
Instead of some kind of beautiful
You just couldn't wait
All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning'
Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

9:14 PM

just for fun... spot the problem with this picture =) will tell you the answer tmr... hahahahahhaa..

ahhhhhh.. Perlin is so cute.. lol

1:57 PM

in the spirit of making lists...................... i'll blog today in a list =)

1) i did a 3 point turn...
2) a U turn for the first time!
3) and reversed into a lot very successfully until some auntie that owned the car next door was so impressed she asked for my instructor's number...
4) went to dinner with Warren and Perlin at Parkway... so F-ing far can?! Warren wanted to have dinner at The CafeBar...... NEXT TIME WE'RE GOING TO TAMPINES MALL OK! =)
5) played at the arcade which is so big! and there's even the motorbike!!!
6) chilled at McCafe...
7) the wind was so strong my hair practically blew off!
8) i still haven't bought any clothes for CNY
9) took a very long bus ride home...
10) i had a revelation. it suddenly occured to me. but i'm not sharing it here.. lets just say my mind is clearer now =)

ok. that's all. its quite late! i wanna sleep! good night! =)

12:44 AM

Monday, January 14, 2008

a little update!

Nana and I were feeling very high after sch with all heavy assignments all handed up and what not... so we decided to go shopping!!!!! =) and since we were getting sick of the same old same old at TM, we headed to the next nearest shopping mall Parkway Parade!!!

Although Parkway is something new, its kinda boring other than the Topshop and Dorothy Perkins =)

so here comes the pictures! the dresses are options for CNY! tell me which dress is better ya! =) i personally love the white flowery dress!

this is obviously not an option for CNY but every girl needs a little black dress right! this one is very weird though.. its leathery and velvety...

i kinda like this top now... i think it makes me look skinny! but apparently Nana said it's only flattering from the front from the side it makes my arm look fat. but then again. my arm is fat. so........... haha

anyway.. we had so much fun today we were talking so quickily and as high as can be! hahahahaa.. Nana made a lot of noise especially on the bus!

the attack of the eyebags!!!!

ahhahaa.. that's about it =) anyway i'll be cutting my hair tmr! i'm so excited! but i'm so scared at the same time! i hope they do a good job! i trust the people at icon anyway! =) hehe!

WISH ME LUCKKK!

It's gettin' hard to be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

10:09 PM

a little update for my list

12) MUST SMELL NICE!!! i get very scared of guys with strong BO. it just turns me off. it doesn't matter how good looking you are, smelling funky is just not acceptable. (but on a side note- i like the smell when you get a big hug, not body odour, its his unique smell... that smell is nice =) )

alright. that's all for the moment. hahaa.. =)

11:12 AM