Little Miss Lazy Bum

Friday, August 24, 2007

TODAY WAS GREAT! =)

it was just what i needed to lift the shadows looming over my head! =)

firstly the socio paper is over and that's enough to make me jump around in circles in joy!

and then I spent the afternoon with my two dearests!! Perlin and Nana.. my LPDR and LG.. hahahaa!

Firstly I went to do the theraputic thing that i mentioned in my previous post... which is......... i got a hair cut!!!! =) and as i guessed, i feel so much lighter and so much less frustration like all the hair that was cut off signified all the frustration and the troubles all cut away! it also signifies my letting go of something that i couldn't bear to get rid of.. but i have now decided to move on and try something new... =) see? so theraputic! go try it!!

here are the before and after pics! amazed? hahahaaa! i didn't think that i would really do it! i think the lady cut about 5 inches off... haahaa! =)

Before

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After
[btw.. there's a shadow underneath.. look closely and you'll see the actual lenght!]

Lookie! my new hair!

Thanks girls for accompanying me to the saloon and giving me moral support! hahahaa! LOOOOOOOOOVES and i really appreciate it!! really! =)

after cutting my hair we went to Cartel to eat to take advantage of the 30% discount! hahahahahhaa! we ate so much I'm still feeling VERY full! we ate a pasta each.. i had my usual Spicy thai seafood pasta... and then we had a banana crepe and a VERY BIG serving of ice cream! 8 scoops of ice cream topped with cookies, whipped creme and chocolate and caramel sauce! are you drooling already? it was absolutely delish!!!!

not only the food was great but the company as usual was fantastic as well... its very easy to feel comfortable with Perlin and not feel any sense of evaluation apprehension... or feel like you have to be someone you are not.... its all casual and easy... and relaxing! even Nana said so... anyway.. being with my two dearests really something we needed after one week of serious mugging! loves you guys! =)

after lunch/dinner (can you believe we sat at Cartel for 4 hours eating?!) Nana had to run off to meet her parents and Perlin and I had a lot of fun trying to split the bill because for some reason we couldn't get the correct sum!!! until our clever aunty saw that our ice cream hasn't been discounted!!!! hahahahahhaa! i think we spent about 15 minutes calculating the bill over and over.. hahahaaa...

after that we headed off to buy pencil cases! cuz my old one has patches of ink on it...and Perlin has been borrowing her brother's for over a year! so we bought identical pencil cases!! in fact, the pencil case that i was previously using is also one that we bought together! ever since secondary school we've been buying identical stuff.. from the rubber bands on our hair to the clothes we choose to wear! =) even the identical school uniforms!!!! GASP! hahahahahaha..ok.. being lame.. hahahaha! love you babes! See you next friday! =)

anyhow. so that was my day.. the best day of the week! =)

TGIF!!!!!

but too bad we still have to mug for our following paper on Monday.... =S sigh.. oh well.. at least we're one down!!! can't wait for Monday to be over!

ps.. sorry for the quality of the pics.. i've been using my hp's camera cuz my mom brought the digi cam to America... speaking of which............ i wonder what will she say when she sees my hair!!!!!

7:40 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

i've just been browing through Youtube when i found this video....

i used to love this song when it was just released about........ 3-4 years ago...

i just brings back such nostalgia and silly thoughts keep entering my mind...

its been 8 months... the longest time i've been standing on my own two feet in a very long time....

and phrases in the song just touches a nerve in my heart....

终於你开口向我诉说她有多温柔虽然你还握著我的手　但我已不在你心中

现在分手　总好过你不爱我一拖再拖

你的影子也会充满我生活我并不懦弱　你比谁都懂

我不难过　这不算什么只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂

就让它随风忘了所有　过得比你快活

i know i'm just being silly... it must be the rainy weather...

but i've been feeling...... nostalgic..... very often, lately....

so i'll be doing some theraputic things tmr.. things that always worked in the past but i haven't done recently... =) one being meeting LPDR... and the next.. is my secret! you'll find out tmr!!

i should probably return to my books... bah... feeling blue.... enjoy the song!

ps. is it just me? am i the only one who can't watch a video clip without thinking.. oh! i know how to do that! fade in fade out, dissolve, motion effect, time warp!

5:24 PM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

i'm giving up trying to explain

because in any case, you will find something else to justify yourself..

but just so you know, we didn't even say anything about your attitude. in any case, absence and tardyness is enough to get us boiling and giving us attitude after you are in the wrong really sent us through the roof... no amount of discussion prior to what we have decided would have changed the outcome... as you said, we should have seen this coming... the protocol applies both ways my dear, if you were so unhappy the day before you could have been the one to take initiative to talk to us and explain your situation... rather than giving us the cold shoulder and black face the whole day and clearly ignoring us...

we love you and treat you as a good friend, accomodating your moodyness and cold shoulders, but enough is enough.. there is a limit to how much we can take..... you may be our friend, but that doesn't mean you can climb onto our heads and expect us to smile happily and ask you if you would like some tea and biscuits while you are up there...

since you've said that you understand our stand and why we did what we did, perhaps you should stand in our shoes... after lugging the tonnes of equipment, planning the whole project, doing research and pulling everything together, just the two of us, perhaps you will understand why we are so upset and disappointed.. and why we feel that the grade that we produced by our sweat and blood (literally) should belong to us...

with this, what's done is done, what has been said has been said... whether you believe it or not, i really do value our friendship and well, i just feel we need time to cool down before we tackle the many issues we've left unsaid these past 4 months... i hope you truely understand why we resorted to this...

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group projects have really strained many relationships, its been hard separating work and friendship... many things were left unsaid and swept under the rug... many expectations left me feeling disappointed...

it is not easy being a friend and a project mate... there's a fine line that separates being a friend and proj mate... being a friend its hard to be demanding of your friend who is at the same time your project mate whom which your grades depend on... and so you carry your project mate's load on to your own shoulders to salvage your, by this time already frail, friendship... but eventually and surely there is a straw that breaks the camel's back...

as a friend i try to cover for you
as a project mate i feel overloaded and

as a friend i forgive you
as a project mate i feel that its very unfair

but being a friend doesn't mean i'll be more lenient on you
being a project mate doesn't mean i can't be friends with you

its just so hard to find a balance between friends and projects.....

the moral of the story: don't do projects with friends.............

sigh.. honestly, its quite depressing and its distracting me from studying.. and as opposed to the previous post, i really would much rather be studying now than blogging... but i really cannot concentrate there's just too much on my mind... at this point, i really wouldn't mind having a bf to talk to.... but nvm cuz i have you guys to talk to.. so.... its comforting to some extent... =)

10:09 PM

the only reason why i'm blogging so regularly is because......... i'm really finding any excuse to not revise...

i know i should probably get started on my revising.. and i have.. a bit.. but i just don't know how to start!!!! how how howwwwwww?! sigh......

anyhow...

i've been thinking... someone asked me why don't i find a bf.....

its not that no one wants me or i haven't been asked.. its just that i've chosen to be single.. at 18 its the time to be free and learn to be independent, its the time to hang out with friends without having to worry about what your bf thinks or having to "report" back to your bf... moreover, when i get married i'll have the rest of my life to be "attached" so why not enjoy being single now?

what's more, at this point in life, where is the relationship going to head? we all have different pictures in our minds...

but honestly, i won't deny that i miss having someone to talk to, someone to bitch about anything and everything with.... a shoulder to lean on..

but on the other hand... i still have my LPDR perrin tay! and oh.. i've gotten a new laogong! hahaa.. techno nana!!!

this post is just random rants, i doubt it makes much sense... but as i said.. anything to give me an excuse to not revise.. i should probably start tho......

in the mean time.. watch this vid!!! it will bring back old memories! unless you are like GS who likes to act young............. hahaha.. kidding!

ps... wouldn't it be ironic if suddenly next week i'm attached? hahahahhahaa! i doubt it will happen... oh well...

11:41 AM

Monday, August 20, 2007

i just went for my blood test.. it finally dawned on me what this could mean... a life time of meds to make sure that the hormones that my thyroid is supposed to produce is still being supplied to my body... and i'm only 18! sigh..

oh well.. on the bright side, it sure beats other more serious diseases......

lets just hope the blood test is negative and i don't have hypothyroidism! we'll know in 4 days...

on another note...........

The world doesn't revolve around you, drama queen....

12:37 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

its been awhile since i last blogged... really no time!!!!

But, i'm so glad that we've survived year 2.1.. =) and even more glad that its almost over!!!!!

This sem has been very challenging and testing on relationships as well as our time management... the only proj that went smoothly without any probs was Jap and i'm really proud of my group! we were able to do our role play without script and no one forgot lines! yay!

It seems so long ago yet it seems like ytd that 2.1 just started... hmmm.... oh well.. =)

I've been waiting for the end of the sem since the beginning of the sem!

So, to celebrate, Techno Nana and I gorged on techno pratas and techno bubble tea at the techno indian coffeeshop after school! yumms! i haven't had pratas in AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGESSSS!!! ahhhhh... and then washing it down with bubble tea was just guilty-pleasure to the max!

We then headed to CSQ to watch 881... can you believe it.. in the past 7 months i've only watched 2 movies? that is how busy school is.... anyhow.. it was a greaaaaaaat movie!!!! very funny and a bit vulgar... but still, funny... oh and touching too...

Its been so long since we've been able to sit down and chat over a good meal and last Friday was really relaxing and great catching up session!! So much fun in good old Tampines.. hahahahahaa..

anyhow... I went to the chinese doctor today and she said that my thyroid is swollen and adviced me to see a western doc to get my blood tested.. so i headed down to Raffles to get it checked out... so i'll be going for a blood test tmr.. i'm so scared!! i haven't had my blood taken in years! and on top of that.. my mom's not around.. so i'll have to go alone..... =S lets hope its nothing serious!!!!

7:09 PM