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Saturday, May 26, 2007

i'm tired. perpetually tired.. not just physically tired.. but emotionally tired..

i'm not sure if its the meds that's making me feel so down in the dumps or whether its something else..

i'm just so sick of everything...

i feel perpetually irritated with myself and everyone and everything around me...

it makes me wonder why i even bother...

i'm so tired of living.. really..

i need something/someone to come along and lift me from this rubbish...

its the meds talking. i can tell. i'm tired.

i can't wait for the holls to come..


11:05 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

so i went to the doc ytd cuz of my darling aunty who refuses to come.. and he gave me meds that are going to make me fat.

so i'm am thrilled. you can tell..

not only that.. the side effects of the meds are not pleasant at all...

i felt horrible this morning... i woke up feeling nauseous and i soo wanted to skip school but socio exam is coming and i have a jap presentation.. crap.. so i went to school feeling so down in the dumps and with a really bad stomach cramp... and i got really easily irritated today.. either that or the people around me have been really realllly..................... nvm.

sigh. so its confirmed i've put on weight and i'm going to be putting on more weight... stupid meds....... so go ahead people, flaunt your weight loss and rub it in my face....... that would make me feel sooooooo much better about myself.

i can't wait for the holls.. i can't wait to get away from all the blasted drama....

you can tell. the meds are making me really cranky...

you are one drama queen, aren't you?


10:01 PM