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Saturday, December 30, 2006

reality has punched me in the face.
the pain is overwhelming, slow and suffocating.
i'm tired.. giving up the will to breathe....
cuz even the simple act of breathing requires too much energy..
i'm not up for it...
i feel like a ficticious character from the fairytales who finally popped out of la la land..
and back into the harsh reality of life..


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Friday, December 29, 2006

it is seriously hard to snap back into reality.. back into a world where everything moves so fast and your boyfriend cares more about working than you and where mountains of projects and 1000 word essays await you..

it is so easy to fall in love with a whole new world where everything there intrigues you and where everyone is so friendly and chirpy and a place where you are not the fattest human in existance.. and a place where you don't see miles and miles of concrete, instead you see an endless landscape of just trees and mountains leading up to the blue blue sky with fluffy white clouds allowing you to see all the way to the corner of the earth.. like a beautiful drawing.. it is easy to fall in love with Australia.. it really is..

it fulfills the fantasy of a simple life where you literally get to stop and smell the roses..



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more pics tmr..

btw.. i watched Titanic on the plane 5 times all together to and from Australia.. i wouldn't mind falling in love like that... falling in love against all odds.. having someone save me from the miserable black pit i'm in now.. but. if Jack didn't die.. and the titanic didn't sink.. it probably wouldn't be such a fairytale-like love..

AND.. guys in Australia are seriously HOT.. even the chinese.. there was this korean guy working at the hotel who has the most heart-melting smile... AND they all speak proper english... AND most of them are so gentleman ok.. the guy sitting beside me on the plane thought i was cold and offered me his blanket... and they open doors for women! HA. alll this is too much to ask for from a Singaporean man.


4:34 PM