Little Miss Lazy Bum

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i've yet to see a bigger mouth... we can all guess who's it is right? yup.. its that yes yes bitch

honestly.. have you seen a bigger mouth??

hmmm.. moving on.. had fun slacking today.. i'm already transitioning in to the "holiday mode" haha.. seriously.. i slacked the whole day.. went for dinner at night at this French restaurant.. =) c'etait comme si comme ca... not great as in excellent.. but it was not bad.. liked the fois gras... haha.. i think i'm addicted to fois gras.. haha.. then had gratin daphiniois... which i've loved since i was young... i remember back in france i'd finish every bit of it when they had it for school lunch.. hehe.. =) but... if you've been to Vis a Vis.. this will pale in comparison... haha.. the service for one is quite bad.. as in... hmmm.. they are not that attentive... and the food is better at vis a vis.. esp the fois gras..at vis a vis it is cooked with pinapple or some fruit... and the desserts!! i had a tiramisu fait maison.. home made tiramisu.. it was good.. yummy! hahaaaaaa... but i guess.. its the price difference... it was double the price at vis a vis.. but.. seeing that we did have wine at both occasions.. its quite ok actually... i still remember the mango chocolate thing at vis a vis... DDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEEEEElicious.......... hahaa...

term test next week.... haven't studied.... better gooooooooooo.....................bye!

9:39 PM

Friday, June 02, 2006

awkward. once there's a crack on a once beautiful porcelain vase there is no way to patch it up. it will always have a scar. is it the same with friendship? at the corner of your mind it will still be there nigging at your thoughts..

when you've made a choice i guess you must bear the consequences.. as Mr Toh said.. who's lens are you looking through? only yours? have you tried looking through someone else's eyes? do you know what you want? there are always choices to make.. don't go with the flow... stand out.. be counted.. be different..

honestly, i think sincerity is the key. to right a wrong that has been made you have to be sincere about it. you cannot be half-hearted.

random thoughts again... school politics is really getting to all of us..honestly.. i'm getting kinda tired of school politics.. i mean.. at this point.. the more we try to correct the situation it seems like we're just making it worse... and it seems the reason we drifted is becoming more and more apparent.. polite chatter, fake smiles, uneasy silences, empty gazes.

it doesn't mean that if you don't spend time with your friends that you are no longer friends.. quality not quantity.. as long as you spend quality time with each other it doesn't matter how often ya?

speaking of which.. i miss my sec sch mates... Perrin, Sam, Warren, Meng, Esther, GY, PY, WY and the rest... we're all going to the concert right?? haha.. gotta catch up!! i love them to bits... now i know how much they mean to me... =) i miss going to sec sch.. seeing familliar faces, doing familiar things... i don't wanna grow up and move on... seems like the older we get the more complicated things are..

in primary sch it was the straight in your face "i don't friend u liao" ...
in secondary sch you just don't hang out with that person and occasionally bitch about them...
in poly now its back stabbing, gossiping, psyco-ing ppl to believe what you beilieve (propaganda..haha) , two facing...

hmmm..

enough of sad stuff... had fun with my darlings today.. Nana and Charm really know how to brighten up my dull days.. haha.. we were cam whoring again... as usual..haha... don't we always.. haha..

Charms "the bomb" shoes

and my new converse!!

9:49 PM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Paul and Jonathan got in..YIPPEEEE!! i'm glad they got in... i feared that cuz terrence was a minor celeb he might already have lots of fans voting... hmmm... yippee!!! hehe.. i think today is a day to clear misunderstandings.. kinda had a tiff with my poor darling juz now..maybe i'm juz being over paranoid...i dono.. but i can't stand it when ppl don't answer my call.. i know.. a bit much.. but i can't stand it.. esp if its my bf..haha.. i mean... its a hp for a reason right? haha... aniwae.. poor baby.. totally clueless.. haha... sorry baby!
wellllllllllllllllll... school politics are really starting to affect everyone.. but i guess... hmm... its bound to happen.. cuz business school is full of girls... and girls are naturally more competitive? i dono... hmmm... but aniwae... its starting to get to everyone... i really dono... i mean.. i hate that stupid YES YES bitch... but other than that person i really don have much else to say.......
hmmm.. my daddy doesn't wanna let me go back and work... crap.. oh wells.. i guess i'll take more allowance then... damn.. he promised he'd let me go back to work during the holls... wth.... i'm angry.. i wanna go back and work.. i'll be bored at home aniwae.... fuck

9:35 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

hmm.. something happened... and i'm feeling a bit confused..
i guess.. i mean.. i know.. everyone has a past... but what if that past is still in the present? i dono.. kinda confused now.. this is not a trick question.. not some cheem philosophy question... what i meant is.. when u have a bf.. obviously he will have a past right? i mean.. surely he probably liked another girl before you.. and he probably had a relationship before you came along.. i'm totally cool with that part.. and whats more, the past is the past.. right? no..wrong.
the past is still in his present.. which i can't seem to accept.. i don't know why.. maybe its cuz i have experiences of my past coming back to me and still loving and waiting for me although i already have a present... which is bad... i'm not sure what his past feels now.. which makes me really insecure.. hmmm... oh wells.. stay tuned to find out right after the commercial break.. waahahaaa.. being lame.. hmmm.. why would the past wanna make friends with the present? what's the motive? hmmmmmmmmm.. lets wait and see.....
damn..today have ess gra test... i suck at photoshop and freehand.. i'm going to die a painful death...

10:08 AM