Saturday, November 18, 2006
ever since the start of this term i've spent exactly $77.70 on photography stuff..
and it would have been even more expensive if Charm, Nana and I didn't share some of the costs... haha..
hmmm.. i'll post photos of my photos soon.. when i've passed up the work.. haha.. i took a really nice shot of a strawberry though.. =)
10:42 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
a simple thank you would have sufficed.
especially since i made the effort and went to school in the morning and queued for 1 hour.. (while you guys were probably sleeping..)
it feels like you guys took it for granted..
nope.
not one word of appriciation or gratefulness for the matter.. just the look of frustration when you guys had to wait for me to arrive..
no offence. just venting frustration.
it surely didn't help that i received that kinda attitude after a long rough day..
when i reach...... where ever i reached ( i'm not telling where i went.. ) it started raining! and not just normal drizzling kinda rain it was raining cats, dogs and hippos! and there was no way for me to take pics in that condition.. so i had to just wait until the rain stopped..
which. it did not do. it only lightened up...
so i had to take my pics in the drizzle.. -__-" ... and the floor was all muddy and stuff.. eeek! so gross.. but i think i got enough pics lah.. haha.. i took two rolls.. hehe..
my new dress!
happy happy!
9:14 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
when you are stuck in the darkness feeling so lost..
even the hand that tries to pull you out doesn't seem trustworthy..
when you find that you have no motivation and no goal...
there seems to be no reason to continue down the path that you have chosen..
when you wonder about the reason for your existance..
you feel that someone upstairs must have been sleeping..
this is the time to take some prozac.. (i'm kidding!)
i'm sorry darling.. i doubted your hand. but thanks for being there for me when i really needed it most.. and thanks for being the reason that i'm keeping my sanity during this stressful period.
and.. thanks to all my friends who have been around to reasure me... =) love loves..
when you finally wake up from that darkness you realise that the darkness is like night time.. and in a while the sun will shine again... although there are no guarantees that you will never fall back into the dark pit at least you know there will be another sunrise soon..
ah.. another episode of The Philosophies of Lilian..
today's episode was brought to you by the letter A and the number 20... =)
12:36 AM
