Wednesday, October 24, 2007
sigh.
so the first week of school really hasn't been off to a good start.
my timetable really sucks, i start school at 2 almost everyday and i end late at 6 three times a week.. the earliest i get let off is on monday at 4.. which really isn't that early when you come to think of it.. there's nothing i can do at 4....... what's more, i'm a morning person.
what has happened with the whole timetable system has really made me have no hope in the whole TP system already, the system is obviously not first come first serve as they'd promised.
and how nothing's being done about it really diminuishes my faith in this course and the admin ppl.. its ok to waste my time for the next 6 months learning sports marketing of which i have absoloutely no interest in.. but who's to say that next sem when we're selecting SIPs that this won't happen again? and who's to say that when we're selecting our final year subject that this won't happen again? who's going to promise that? and can we still believe in your system?
this is the first time i really wished that i went to Ngee Ann instead, with a larger cohort and more resources, chances are if there was a high demand for broadcast they'd just open another freaking broadcast class rather than waste their student's precious time learning sports marketing which they have absolutely no interest in?! 6 months is a really long time to be wasting!
sigh. at this point, i feel exhausted. exhausted worrying about my education. and also exhausted by the stupid time table.
who starts their day at 2?!?!!? seriously?! by the time i come back from sch i have absolutely no energy whatsoever. all i want to do is collapse and kill myself. kill the system and then commit suicide.
its weird how other ppl in other courses are still so enthusiastic about school ( even when they have to travel all the way to Sentosa) , and i feel like i'm the only one who's dreading school and who wishes that the semester flies by. and why do i have a feeling that this semester will be long and torturous.....
its going to be a long hard sem.
its officially time to start crying, whining and wishing i had listened to my parents and went to JC/Ngee Ann......