Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i revisited my older blog entries today... the entries from the beginning of this year...
and it hurts looking at myself broken and torn apart... but realising how strong i am now and how i independent i am now it really makes me very proud of myself... =)
enough of that... =)
this week has been quite fun.. mom brought me out a couple of times cuz she's been in the best of moods this week... that's good for her and myself.. but it's really quite damaging for my body...
i've been putting on weight like a crazy hippo.. its insane! i've been on the bike for 2 hours and treadmil for 30 mins a day and eating really healthily but i can't seem to get rid of the blubberrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! HELP!
maybe i shouldn't eat too healthily huh.. perhaps i should try that raw food thing Nana went on.. or perhaps turn vegetarian? or maybe i shouldn't exercise... cuz i heard that went you exercise you tend to need more energy so you eat more.. but if you don't exercise you can lose the weight cuz you don't eat much... ( yes i know.. its healthier to exercise... but the scale doesn't budge!)
arrrrgh.. frustrating.. and i must be doing something wrong cuz aerobics on monday did not hurt a bit... usually the next morning i tend to feel all sore and my tummy feels so tight... but i haven't felt anything this week.... aiyah... must be more hiong next week...
ah well... wish me luck! i'm done ranting.. haha..