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Thursday, October 18, 2007

i want to cry.

i want to break down and have a good cry. i want to release all these pent up emotions of disappointment, dispair and hopelessness.

but i know that crying will not help, not this time.

because what has been decided has already been decided. and its not fair.

its not fair because i wanted this as much or perhaps even more than the next person... neither is it fair that i made the effort but didn't reap what i wanted.

not only did i not get it, it has also shaken my dream. the dream that i've pictured so vividly in my mind. what i'd say and what i'd do...

its not fair.


5:46 PM