isn't this girl just gorgeous?! (NANA, this is Katharine McPhee)
anyway at this point, this song really expresses how i feel about a few relationships that i have... i'm just over it. over it. over it. each sentence from the song makes me think of different people...i guess if you know me well you can easily connect the dots....
Wanting you, to be wanting me. No that ain't no way to be.
i've straightened out my thoughts and i'm just relieved and glad that the war between my brain and heart is over... i'm back to appreciating my singledom and honestly, i've learnt a lesson from it... =) being handsome, tall and very friendly does screw with my mind a bit...
totally out of topic but i frankly don't understand people who are desperate for a relationship.. i mean sure i nag and nag about how it would be nice to have a bf to whine to once in awhile... but i won't settle for any tom, dick or harry. i'll just continue whining to Nana... WAHAHAHAHAHAA! ( Nana i can totally see you cringing at this point... )
Moving on, it's my time, you never were a friend of mine. Hurt at first, a little bit, but now I'm so over. so over it. i washing my hands clean of the situation, i'm just not going to listen anymore...
I'M OVER IT. i know i was super pissed ytd but now that i've had some time to sleep on it i feel so much better... like suddenly all the confusing mess in my brain just straightened itself out...
BTW. now i really come to know the importance of that list of 13 things that i want in a boyfriend... after seeing how love can really distort a person's perception I NEED TO FORMALLY REMIND MY DEAR FRIENDS TO TAKE NOTE OF THE LIST AND MAKE SURE THAT I WON'T SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS THAN PERFECT! THANK YOU.
btw, my sister has an online clothing shop so if you are looking for CNY clothes you might wanna check it out... http://heydaintydiva.livejournal.com
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LiLian
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