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Saturday, January 19, 2008

the circumstances are making it easier for me to forget, forget my momentary lapse of judgement...

you are right Warren, i am at the losing end of this. i realise. but that's ok, don't worry, i'm not playing with fire anymore.

my mood has been quite crappy the whole day, i spent the day in bed not doing anything just thinking and crying and thinking and crying and thinking and sleeping and thinking some more... i don't know what i'm so frustrated about. i don't understand and i can't explain my emotions try as hard as i might.

i wish i weren't so tired. i wish i still had that little bit of stamina left to continue standing on my own and not long for someone to lean on. i wish i could be more independent. i wish i could just disappear and recharge my batteries...

lost, hurt, tired and lonely.

don't worry... i'm sure this gloomy-ness is brought on my hormones or something...



You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful-that day
And love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical-these days
You analyse everyone you meet
But get no sign - loving kind
Every night you admit defeat
And cry yourself blind

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

The DJ said on the radio
Life should be stereo - each day
And the past that cast the unsuitable
Instead of some kind of beautiful
You just couldn't wait
All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning'
Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way


9:14 PM