Friday, December 07, 2007
today marks the end of this term! yay!
but we still have 2 papers to go before i can heave a sigh of relief! and even then it'll only be a short sigh because we have so many projects due!!!!!
AIYAH.
year 2 sucks big time.
and i sucked on radio today.. so that's another downer...
and i miss my long hair... looking back on pics with my long hair i just wish that i didn't chop the whole lot off!! =S sigh.
this year really isn't going that great for me... i can't help but to feel down in the dumps... i feel like i'm aimlessly walking through life... i have a goal, i know i do but it just seems that everytime i stress myself and pressure myself to do better it seems to have the opposite effect on me.. and there's only so much disappointment that i can take before the last glimmer of persistance dies off...
i need to find myself. rekindle the passion and drive. and then set off and start again. hopefully this time i'll be able to stand out and be that star that i always knew i'd be.
i'm all emotional, bimbotic and tired today. too many early mornings and late night mugging sessions. this week has been crap. and i've been very unsuccessful in trying to dig my brain out of the gutter.
its a typical love story.
