Monday, February 12, 2007
so many things to say. but i know too many ppl read this blog.
and.
most would not understand my thoughts..
so.
i'll just shut up.
but i regret listening to you guys. i feel like shit now. putting all that junk in me makes me feel horrible now. this feeling, is not worth the comfort and temporary satisfaction. this one set back will drag me deeper into this mode. it has made me more determined to not feel this way anymore.
i know what i want. and i do not want to be fat anymore. i've had enough.
who are you guys kidding when you keep saying i look hot?! i don't. i know it. stop lying. fat is just not hot.