Tuesday, January 16, 2007
life sucks.
was supposed to be on the 2,4,6,8 diet whereby you rotate the amount of calories you take to fool your metabolism and in turn lose weight.. but guess what?!
AAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhh........
i didn't have 200 cals, 400 cals, 600 cals or 800 cals today.. i had a FREAKING 1037 CALS CAN?!?!!?!?! sigh.
its 400 cals tmr.. and i better stick to it.. i'll just pretend i had 200 cals today. in denial...
sigh. food and break up is a really bad combo.. its lethal.
i miss him so much and it really sucks... especially on long bus rides... i miss having someone to lean on.. i miss laying my head on his lap on the long bus ride to orchard.. i miss feeling protected like that.. i miss the comforting smell of his cologne.. i miss his hands.. i miss that mischievious grin.. i miss his bushy eyebrows.. sigh..
i miss him so much i just wanna die...
sigh. wore this for formal today.. (sigh.. wearing formal twice a week really sucks.. cuz i run out of things to wear..... =S) nana said i looked like a naughty secretary.. hahahahahahaaaa........
naughty secretary?
stockings are sexy no?
whoopsie! dropped something..........
love my collar bone..
i don't know why i'm on this road of self-destruction... missing you has made me go insane..
some prozac please............
