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Saturday, July 22, 2006

i wrote one long blog entry. but i deleted it. it was about me feeling Adrian is not reciprocating the love, affection and care that i give him.

but you know what. i deleted it. for a simple reason. i love him. so much so, that i can start to accept that his way of loving me is different from the way i love him...

because i love him i will accept the way he is and not try to change him to who i want him to be..

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have you girls with boyfriends ever asked about your bf's exes?

i have. and i regret it.

cuz when you know, you'll start to compare...

us girls being more sensitive to such things will let our imagination run wild. and that very competitive side of us will emerge and compare how much our bf loves us as compared to his ex.. and we wanna win.. and when we don't everything turns sour............ (pun intended..jealousy..sour.. gettit??)

its like... i think that my bf was very extravagant and willing to part with his money for his ex-gf.. he'd buy for her things that she wanted.. its not that i want him to do the same thing for me cuz i feel that since i'm an abled person that i should work for my own things.. but its like................................. i dono.. do u get what i mean... he's so willing to please her... but he's not the same with me.. is it cuz he learnt a lesson from his previous relationship that he finds that he shouldn't spend too much money on a girl or else he'd regret it after that? or is it that i'm not deserving of such lavish treatment?

also when you find out where and what your bf and his ex gf went and what they did where.. you'll start to wonder what was it like.. does he feel the same.. did he bring me here cuz he was here with his ex and wanted to relive that moment?

i know i'm thinking too much again.. what's important is that his heart is with me.. and i'm the only one he sees.. =) i'm good.

was watching Laguna Beach on MTV today.. i think S'porean guys should learn from ang mo guys on how to treat a girl.. Stephen bought flowers and chocs for LC and Kristen.. and by chocs i'm not talking about those you find in the supermarket.. not mars, sneakers or Ferrero Rocher chocolate k... its those made at those chocolate shops.. aaaaaaaiya....... if S'porean guys could just take a leaf from their books... just one lesson on how to treat a girl......... i think we'd be happier girls............. and we'd have more free chocs to chew on while we're having pms......

speaking of which. it finally came. and its hurting like hell. such a bitch that period....


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