annonymous. seriously. if you have so much time to come read my blog and post such lame comments i think you seriously have no life what so ever. even if i'm fat, so what? i still have a bf who loves me and i love tremendously, i have wonderful friends around me, a supportive familly and good grades. evaluate your life. i think your only friend is that evil black cat that matches your evil black witch clothes. it does not matter what i look like, how thin or fat i am, i still have people who love me. what about you? do your parents even love you? oh wait.. do cockroaches even love you?
the most impt thing in any relationship be it a friendship or a relationship is respect. respect is earned not given. obviously i lost all respect for you, hence you didn't/ don't deserve my sincerity at all.
go reflect on your life and think about who actually loves you. do you even love yourself? if you don't. learn to love yourself and respect yourself. then only you will manage to creep out of your shell of self pity and insecurity and see that maybe the world isn't as dark and ugly as you imagined it to be.
DO NOT pretend to know me. DO NOT pretend to understand me. cuz if you do know me that well and understand me that well.. you would not post such lame comments.
well, in the end, if you don't learn to love yourself, you are the one at the loss.. take my advice and get a life. A life that suits you, be it a dull and pityful life that you are leading now, or a colourful life that's filled with surprises. its a choice for you to make. its your life and you only live once. learn to appreciate it. also, keep in mind the word KARMA, it goes round in circles and it will kick you in the ass one day..
anihow..
i feel proud today! we managed to finish our proposals! yippeeeee! haha.. we had a fun time at macs eating, crapping and surprisingly, working! haha.. it was quite funny actually the veggies inside my chicken foldover kept falling out all over the place!! haha.. and Nana thought she was un-ladylike.. haha!! look at me!! lol.. i was like splattering mayo, veggies and onions all around the place.. haha!
speaking of group projects, it is so hard to gather everyone to do the projects... everyone is busy with something and some people just don't give any contributions to the group. it puts the rest of us hardworking ones in a difficult position as we don't know whether to confront the person or just let it be.. oh wells.. just so long as it does not affect my overall grade i'm feeling okie.. =)
aniwae.. on to happier thoughts.. after the meeting/conference whatever you wanna call it.. Nana and i hit the shops! hehe.. first stop is at FOX! i found a really cute skirt.. but it is 49 whooping bucks! OMG. so any how.. we moved on to look for a nice pair of shoes but i couldn't find one that really suit me.. oh wells.. when the time is right.. i will find my nice pair of shoes.. hehe =) so anihow.. we went to mango and i saved 12 bucks. right. haha.. but i spent 23 bucks. haha!! how can anyone resist a sale!?!?! i bought a red top.. the UP is 35 bucks.. but i saved 12!! i feel good about that.. haha!
my nice red shirt! hehe.. nana and i inside the FOX changing room.. how does that damn ex skirt look? haha..
so being a typical Singaporean i rushed to sign up for my CDS thing morning.. it was the first thing i did after i woke up.. haha.. so i chose.. 1st- psychology 2nd- 20th century fashion 3rd- japanese 4th- sociology 5th- food hygiene
too bad i can't take french.. or else i would've scored like madness.. i lived in France when i was a kid so there goes the culture part.. and i learned the language for like... 10 years of my life... and i even have an A on my o lvl cert for French.. it would have been a breeze.. too bad.. wasted.. oh wells.. wonder what i'll get.. maybe psychology? i hope.. hehe.. but i think 20th century fashion will be much more fun cuz psychology is more of a study subject.. rather than fashion which is subjective... oh wells.. :)
anihow.. i'm loving my new hair colour! wahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *skips off in happiness, pride and joy*
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