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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

a warm soft cheek landed on mine.. a sweet feeling rushed through my body as he whispered in my ear.. it felt as if we were sharing a secret that the rest of the world didn't know.. i smiled to myself as i looked into his eyes and wondered is it fate that we met?

i love him.

Love. its such an undescribable feeling. when i look into his eyes, i feel as if i've known him my whole life. when i'm in his arms i just wanna hold him tight and make sure i never let go.. the feeling is powerful and scary at the same time.

we talk about the past and leave it behind. we talk about the future in anticipation. for the first time. i can actually visualise a future with the one i'm with. i imagine a humble home. while i'm cooking he wraps his arms around me and while watching me cook he teaches me a few of his tricks.. and a few years later while he's cooking i'm with our kid teaching him the abc and cooing at the new born in his basinet.. and when they are all grown up with kids of their own, we'll be sitting on the sofa thinking back on our lives and the way we met and the way we ended up together, the obstacles we had to overcome along the way and how we finally made it this far.

i don't know why tears are trickiling down my cheek while i'm typing this.. it may be because its a beautiful image.. it may be also the fear of losing this dream...

love is scary. you never know what will happen next. while i'm imaging this scenario, he might be imagining another.. and He from up above might have planned another..

i'm afraid to lose what i have now.. i've given all my heart.. i've taken a gamble. i've decided to jump into the unknown. if i lose this bet, everything will be gone.. i trust and put my whole heart into this relationship..

come what may..

i gave u my whole heart. don't let me down. i love you.


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