why is it even without talking, just one look and you feel a strong sense of dislike towards a person?
all my dislike is focused at someone i know. we haven't even exchanged words and yet i'm able to feel such utter dislike and just hearing her speak irks me. maybe its the way she thinks she's so high and mighty that the world should feel honored to know her. maybe its the way she name drops US, True Religion, Prada shoes in her conversations that makes me feel she is so superficial. maybe its the way she snubs people she thinks are "un-cool" ( as if she's cool enough to even look down on others..) its what chinese would call "gou yan kan ren di" directly translated is "a dog looking down on a human." maybe its the way she thinks everyone needs and wants to know her opinion. maybe its the way she likes to steal the limelight away from everyone. maybe its the way she's self centered and thinks the rest of the world doesn't have an opinion and disregards everyone else's opinion. maybe its the way she belittles any ideas that she doesn't like and doesn't give it a second thought (it might be a good idea.) maybe its the way she pretends to be nice towards people that she needs and ignore them when they are not needed. however, i won't say that she does not have some good qualitites in her.. she's not afraid to speak up ( although sometimes it does more harm to her than good.) and she is well versed in English ( but then again.. all CMM ppl are.. ) but anyhow.. if the opposite of love is indifference ( as said by Bree in Desperate Housewives) then i'll learn to be indiffernt towards her. no more hate. no more dislike. just indifference.
ok.moving right along.
had a fun time after school today.. went with Nana and Charm to Haagen Daz... we shared a fondue.. we were meant to savour every morsel.. but we ended up gobble-ing up every thing in 15 minutes!!! haha.. there are pics but Charm's not here yet!! aiiyya yaaaaaa! haha..
then i went upstairs to find my darling.. haha.. he looks cute in his uniform.. haha.. so darn cute with that bow tie and hat.. haha! adorable.. i think its cuz i haven't seen him for 2 days so he looks extremely cute! haha.. anyhow.. he's amazing. =) ( amazing used to be his fav word.. haha)
THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! another weekend which is going to wiz by and soon i'll be preparing for school on monday again.. time passes too quickily.. stop! slow down. i haven't got time to smell the roses yet!!!
i love my piano. a renewed passion for my old friend.. =)
me being stupid.. there's a story behind it.. but its too long to write.. in a coconut shell... my skirt kept flying today! haha.. KOPE Marilyn Monroe's pose!
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